HAGGARD?

OhMyGosh. Grabe. Over sa dami ng activities. Nakaka'haggard talaga. Hayy. Ganito ba talaga pag graduating student? :( Daming practice. Sakit tuloy sa katawan. Halos hirap na nga ako gumalaw ee. Paano ba naman, super sakit talaga ng katawan ko. Gumapang ba naman sa grounds ee. Pero worth-it naman ee. Kasi nagchampion naman ata kami ee. :) And this coming 29? Gosh. Cheerdance naman. A lil bit scared and nervous. Practice na naman. Paguran na naman ito. Sana manalo. :)

iT'S BEEN A LONG TIME

it's been a long time since nung last post qu aa? la kce time ee. chaka tinatamad aq. ewan q ba, pero this past few days? sobrang nging topakin aq. ewan ko kung bakit. kaya nga lagi na lang kmi may tampuhan ng bhabie q ee. kce nman pxawaii c ako. pero aus pa rin kmi. matibay kmi ee. :)

update lan. :)

FEBRUARY 08, 2008

HAPPY MONTHSARY BHABiE Q. Two months na kami. Marami man trials na dumaan, still, we stood up strong pa rin. Kami pa! I love him so much kaya there's NO reason para iwan ko siya. And never ever kong gagawin yun. Kasi i can't afford to lose him in anyway.

Bhabie, thank you po. sa lahat-lahat.

Walang bibitaw.
Walang magsasawa.
Walang mapapagod.
Walang mawawala.
Walang mang'iiwan.

I Love You So Much.

ANOTHER ORDiNARY DAY

hayy. wla lang. nothing special with this day.
aun. sabi na nga ee. hindi na naman matutuloy yung play namin. axarr.
miss ko na practice namin ng cheerdance. T.T
aii. senior's prom na sa 15. aun. so far, i've decided na pumunta.
sana matuloy. after prom, sleepover sa house ng classmate ko.
oopszii. bawal uminom. and wala naman talagang inuman ee. [ata?]
basta bawal ako! hehe. masunurin ako sa bhabie ko ee. :)

lapit na mag'8.
lapit na monthsary namin.
:)

goin' stronger.

WiLL i EVER LEARN? :((

am i that bad? kelangan ba lagi na lang masaktan muna bago sumaya? kelangan ba dumaan muna sa mga trials na sobrang magpapaiyak xau para lang maging strong kayo? we're not NUMB para ndi maramdaman yung sakit db? lalo ako, mahina ako. sobra. takot din ako. ayoko kasing mawala na lang sa akin sa isang iglap lang yung taong iniingatan ko ee. pero ewan ko ba, minsan siguro sumosobra na ako pero hindi ko lang napapansin. masyado na bang nakakasakal mga ginagawa ko? masyado ko na ba siyang minamahal? ayoko lang naman kasi magkulang sa kanya ee. ayoko naman din dumating sa point na sasabihin niya sa aking pagod na siya o kaya sawa na siya. natatakot ako dumating yung time na un. sa totoo lang, hindi ko kasi kaya. mahirap. pinipilit ko naman magbago para sa kanya ee. pero ewan ko ba, masyado ata akong nagiging makitid. hayy. sobrang mahal ko lang talaga siya. tipong kahit nasasaktan na ako, wala akong pakialam. ayoko magsawa. ayokong dumating yung time na sasabihin ko sa sarili kong tama na kasi pagod na ko. ayoko mangyari yun mahal ko siya ee. at alam ko naman na mahal niya rin ako ee. i trust him a lot. :((

wala naman magbabago sa atin db? :((

[[ i WON'T GiVE YOU UP. ]]
[[ i WON'T LET YOU DOWN. ]]


[[ i WON'T LET YOU GO! ]]

STiCK WiTH YOU FOREVER.

we're nearly 2 months. and there were xoo many trials we've encountered. and those trials making me scared. scared of what might happen next. honestly, i don't want to be too negative but i really can't avoid the fact that sometimes, some things never last. i trust him, yes i do. i trust him that no matter what happens in our relationship, he won't leave me. and i hope. . he also trust me the way i do. i hope he knew how much i love him and how much i can't afford to lose him in anyway. this might sound cheesy but, he's the one i wanna be with forever. through laughters or rough times, i want to be always at his side. and i hope that trials won't make us apart. not now and not ever.